Friday, April 8, 2011

A single good reason

...it started with a jump....i thought it jumped to get my attention..

i was watching at peoples rushing back  and forth, behaving to be the most important persons, ignoring every single things around them....

.it jumped agian,this time it got me,i gave a look,
it was there in the pond near me and it looked like a finger with grey skin round big eyes and wavering tail.it was nothing but a small pond fish. But it looked different from other tiny swimmers. I felt interested,

it jumped again and this time little more higher, opening its rose tiny mouth so as to ask me something,. Like why am i always alone or why am i wearing the same shirt for last four days. But nothing came out of it.

i tried to smile at it,ohh..it winked back, is that possible?...can a small silly fish can wink?..

hey it jumped again felt it’s trying to befriend me,.i laughed at that poor thing, thinking how fool it is try for a human friend,it can’t even jump out of the water, cant even talk,laugh,smell the breeze ,feel the sun...how silly.

.i couldn’t help myself from laughing out. Poor silly fish...

.now its trying a new trick,its floating on the water,motionless...that was a good one..still not moving?...mouth opened body floating ..

it just got dead. I thought it was playing, outdoing itself but never thought  it was fighting for its last breath.to live..i stared, its dead..


its dead after making someone laugh. Dead doing a good thing. Dead for a single good reason.

i felt nothing....poor fellow, it don’t even have the luck to live. Silly little fish..

Intro

Hi...

thoughts ....its the feeling that i felt the most beautiful around...always free,if you listen to it, it can keep you occupied...thats why i am here...for the thoughts..of those whom i know,will come to know or will never know..

i will start with what i always felt...
"we are born alone and will die alone,then why we need someone else in between
go after everthing,but love only your mother
dont ever forgive,else they will keep hurting you agian and agian
love your loneliness you will love yourself"

wish me luck.....
heartbreaker